Disbelief

If I was to believe the things I've heard then would I remain sane
If I let myself realize the truth, then wouldn't it burn my brain
If I was to get the whole point of view then would I remain sane
If I accept the stone cold facts, then wouln't poison fill my vein

Can I ever sleep well again or will I just float in a distant stream
Can I ever sleep well again and leave the nightmare - to enter a dream
Can I...

Will I always fear the dark and still runaway from the relief
Will I always fear the dark and doubt my own belief
Will I...

When even my mind won't let me think of it
When even my mind won't let me work for it

I feel so sick - I feel so ill
I feel so sick - I wan't to kill
I really wan't to use my fist
But I'm affraid to damage my wrist

I thought I could not cry, but tears are running free
I thought I could not hate, but I have opened the gate
I thought...

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